Anger and Guilt

Ever let someone push you over the edge?  So much that your anger flairs?  The old saying, "He who angers you conquers you" is true.  Once your self control goes, then it is only a short hop to saying and doing regrettable things.

And no amount of apologies erase words say in haste and in the heat of the moment.  "I'm sorry" no matter how heartfelt never eradicates the memory and the nagging feeling that in the backlash, there just might be a grain of truth.

And there you have the decision cycle that changes your life and invites GUILT into your heart.  Resist the urge to take the easy route.  Rise above criticism and failure.  You have a higher calling.

Tale of Two Guilt Trips

David was a king.  He has everything he could ever want.  But that wasn't enough.  He wanted a woman who belonged to another.  He devised a crafty plan, murdered the husband, and took Bathsheba.  He paid a hefty price for his sin, but guilt led to repentance and restoration.

Judas was a disciple.  He was treasurer of the "in" group.  But that wasn't enough.  He needed recognition.  He devised a crafty plan, betrayed Jesus, and paid a hefty price for his sin -  suicide.

Two men, two sins, different endings.

Service From the Heart Lasts Forever

A dear friend just went to his reward.  My memories of him include service - whether it was preparing supper for the women's retreat, repairing a wall, or leading the choir.  He tackled each task with a big smile and a "how can we make this fun" attitude. 

My friend learned the lesson long ago that serving is not just doing.  Going through the motions doesn't touch anyone; only service can do that.  A heart that is cleansed and a mind that's renewed is where serving from the heart lives.

Opportunities abound for us all.  Let's renew our vow to look for them and serve with a glad heart. Decide to serve others - that's a decision that will change your life.